argh. feel kinda pissed off now. have to retype over again. this sux. i pressed the wrong button and the stuff that i juz said juz went down the drain. down the toliet bowl. now going to try and remember as much as i can. hai.
writing in diaries is not new to me, although blogging is. and a couple of my classmates starting setting up blogs. so i figured out.. why not. the thing that has been egging me so much this year is that i have not been able to make my mind up on many things that have been happening in my life. this really bugs me a lot. cuz i have the tendency now to lose out on a lot of stuff. which i feel is particularly tragic. yeap. even today. i did not go to church for no good reason at all. which now i find really mystifying. i dun understand myself a lot.
my cca is starting to take a tumble now. i dun tink i can make it into the sch team this year. but waddeheck. i'm going to stop training in like 3 months. cant be bothered with cricket and decruz anymore. why should i. doubt he cares for us(the sec4 batch in general w/ exception of the captain). i mean. we go for psl stuff and miss training and he's not happy about it. wtf man. dunno wut is his problem. dun care about him liao. yea. juz train hard and hope i can squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze into the team.
field soccer is fun. yday play match against kcp and won 5-4. buden i dun feel anytin gd about the match that we juz played. i felt i could have done much better to prevent my keeper from having too many shocks at one time. stuffed goal kick.misread balls. and not coming back fast enough when they countered. and not covering the angle properly which resulted in a soft goal. luckily we won. if not i would not noe how bad i would feel. i realised that soccer is a game of fitness. if u lack it. den beat it.
as this is the first diary entry, i would like to set out some goals for myself. one.trainfitness. two.studyhardfor'o's. sounds simple eh. would take every ounce of my willpower to achieve it i guess. haii..
'there are some things i would love to say to some people.some things i would love to do.some gifts i would love to possess.but i don't. that's just the way it is.'
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